哭过就好了

好久没有哭了，但洪水又爆发，　抱着朋友们大哭一场，但最后还是忍着。

每个人又再次给我突如其来的泪水吓到，我只能时哭时笑。。。

一个人驾着车，独自流着泪。

我累了。。。

有时候我也不知道我的笑容是真是假。。。

独自承受所有的所有的。。。

放下吧，只是需要时间疗伤。。。

我会从新站起来。。。

谢谢你们我的朋友。。。

mad

I am kinda rude this few days, i cant express my feeling out as i know only myself can help it.

May be it's time i need to let go everything,TOO many things to do & i think i do not manage to cope it.

First of all I am quite happy with the Gathering that had just past last Saturday, I think we have done a great job, i can see it's a quite successful Gathering, over 400 people attended the event. Finally i can put down the burden of the event. However i still need to hand in the reports, & it is still in progress.

Secondly , Serene & I have carried out our PKS class duties before school & after school for this week. 

& for me i hate Wednesday, because it's full of stress. It is quite a rushing day for me & i dislike to trap in the jam . Back home from school at 4.30p.m. & need to rush to tuition at Farlim at 6p.m.

had our Gathering postmortem meeting at Thursday & had my lunch with friends at 5p.m. & back home at 7p.m. spend more than 12 hours outside, OMG i was kinda exhausted. 

For today I help eeling to ask about the school project at Han Chiang after school .I felt sorry to her for the delay since i have promised her to help her, & she will help me in my project.  

MUET speaking exam next Tuesday(12/4) & for speaking, listening & reading they fall on next Saturday(16/4). Furthermore,  for my group,  R & C presentation falls on 28/4 if i am not mistaken. However, our R&C is in progressing status.

Today is Friday, but tomorrow still have class replacement for Deepavali. I still have a lots of homework havent done, damn it.

However I know if continue this situation, i am kinda going mad. I dont feel like going anywhere except school activities.  Instead that already make me feel stress. 

If i can stop the time....

Happy April FOOL

Happy April fool everyone, hope you enjoy your day. Looking forward to my day tomorrow as our school rovers will be organizing Gathering. go Go GO pei yong, let go every unhappy things , & moving on.  The Gathering will be start at 8.30 a.m. but every committee must reach school before 6.30a.m.this means i need to wake up earlier than school time, hahaxx.  OK, hope to see you all there from 8.30a.m. till 6 p.m. By now the confirm guest already 300 ++ ,Do come and support us. Night

MUET exam is just around the corner, scare...but i will try my best.

friends

I love u all, my beloved friends...

 Because of u all my life become more meaningful & colourful.

Thank you for everything that u have taught me.

Still u all are my best motivation XD.

I appreciated . 

“Friendship is a treasured gift, and every time I talk with you I feel as if I'm getting richer and richer”

原来

原来我的倔强，我的顽固，我的任性，有时候会给我带来更大的伤害。。。
我的野蛮，我的无理也是给我在家做王的缘由。有时候会让父母流泪，我看了也发觉原来我的任性只能满足我一时的快活。我霸道地顶撞老师，心情不好也摆张臭脸，老师也怕我。老实说，我发脾气起来是一发不可收拾的，可以乱翻东西。家里不知有几样东西被我打破，数也数不清。
我反省过，但脾气一来，休想有好结果。那就是我吗？？？是的从小到大我说了算。以前有佣人的时候，要喝水只要喊一声，水就会端来我眼前，当然更不用说洗杯我以前都没洗过。早上起床，牙刷上已经挤好牙膏。到了 FORM 4 没有佣人了，才慢慢自立。当中少不了怨言，无理取闹。想一想我是否应该把握任性的性格给改掉。。。加油佩蓉

self-reflection

My 1st term exam already became a past tense & I get some subjects results yesterday. As usual, failed failed failed... Only a few friends manage to get the passing mark, I do admire them & hope i can do as well as them in the exam.

That means i need to put more effort & hard work!!! 

Should i join tuition class??? Yes, i think i should. If i join more tuition class, that means my Saturday & Sunday will fully utilise. I think it's time for me to put down all the activities & stay focus in my study. However, i know that i cant avoid to join activities in school furthermore I am holding the important post. Gathering & sport days are getting nearer , hmm sense of " busier “ is getting stronger. 

My one-week-holiday started today & i can just say that I am not free in this holidays.

My holiday was fully booked & felt sorry to those activities that i cant make it...

Last but not least, i dont like people to force me to do anything that i feel that i cant make it. dont force me, u think that who u are??? not even my parents can do that, u are just out of my list.

To be or not to be, it's depends on me....

我什么都不要

。

今天 放学我驾车去打油，这可是我驾车一年以来第一次打油，因为每次老爸都会帮我加油。 昨晚我告诉老爸我的车没有油了，给我钱吧放学自己去打油。。。很开心我的第一次那么成功。难得今天色队练习取消，想必我可以好好利用整个下午的时间，但我失败了。
色队练习取消对我来讲是件好事，因为今天是我这个星期里比较有空的一天，难得一个星期里有一天有空， 我原本想好好温习功课，读书。。。但我真的太累了， 直接睡到傍晚7点。。。
我什么都不要，只想有那么一天让我的脚步停下来，好好休息。