I not really work hard for the trial, i want to do so, but i cant. Every time , when i sit in front of my desk, your name keep appear in my mind. You can turn your face & emotional 360 degree , but don't u ever think of my feeling??? " friendship " look so abstract to me, the bond between us is so weak.
U told me before , u didn't like A,B,C,D,E, u don't feel like talking or even go near them, but i never think before one day i will become the F.
what can i do??? I cant pretend that nothing happen. everyday after school dismiss, the 1st step i stepped into my car, my tears started to drop. I cried all the way back home.
I forced myself to smile in front of others, but it taste so bitter behind it.
I had try to do something to get back the relationship, but the more i go, the more i get hurt. Ur respond & reaction tell me everything.
